Wow - things are really beginning to pick up. I've been asked to join another troupe whose focus is educational outreach. Fun, and a good way to pick up extra cash without subbing. I'd rather be performing than teaching in a classroom any day, if I have the choice. I'd rather be happy at what I'm doing and not, as some people do, work just to get a paycheck. There's no point in getting paid if you feel like it's combat pay, or have to pay a doctor to cure you of stress-related diseases. The new gig really helped when it's been tough to even get accepted to audition, let alone a YAP any more. So I've really begun digging through Opera America and finding the smaller opera companies that will take singers like me and give them a chance. I supposed I'm bummed about the YAP thingy because Minnesota, Cincinnati and Cleveland all don't have room for any more sopranos. People are thrilled when they see me onstage, but in an audition situation.......Got to do something. First things first - get the darned recital overwith so I can feel like I can get on with my life!!!!!