I still can't believe I finally have one of the leads in a production with an opera company!!! Well, not *the* lead, but a major role. I'll be playing Anne Ergeman in A Little Night Music with Oswego Opera!! The same director as Magic Flute, and some wonderful people to be on stage with. I've been told that I'm perfect for the part - I've kicked the weight loss into high gear - no way will I be going onstage at this weight wearing all white!! I'll look like an elephant. I need to lose the weight for my health, anyways. At least it's coming off in a healthy manner this time.


It seems so silly to be focused on this, though, when the whole world is falling apart. I'm grateful for every chance I have to be onstage, practicing my craft, but what does it mean in the grand scheme of things? I had an interesting conversation with an exchange student that stayed with our family. I believe it's important to get different perspectives and not just buy into everything we get through the media. Sometimes lately I wish we could take an isolationist stance. I'm tired of hearing that help is needed from the US and then hearing that we are too imperialistic a country. I agree that American brands should stay out of things - part of what makes this world a special place is all the differences you find - I'd hate to see any culture or language disappear due to the influx of another culture. That's just plain wrong. I think it suprised my friend when I made that statement. I believe we should all be there for each other - we need to help the starving and poor of the world - share knowledge, but not force our way of life on each other. But how does that fit in with removing dirtbags like Hitler, Hussein and bin Laden. People like that don't deserve to be in power. I get mad seeing pictures of all the palaces - what is it - 6? - that Hussein has and then the conditions of the poor in his country. Stop whining about how the US is keeping 'your' people oppressed and take care of them, for pete's sake! You're willing to destroy the people of Iraq and say that we are at fault? I don't think so. Take a look in the mirror.


I don't know. I'm beginning to blather - need sleep.